Overworked, underpaid

The title says it all…

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First week of work

One week of work and I’m ready to bolt. That is what sitting in a room whose temperature resemble the Arctic did that to you. Oh, coupled with nothing to do and being bored out of your mind because everybody in the office is having the holiday cheer syndrome. I’m like the Grinch, sitting alone at the table and just glaring at everybody else because I desperately need something to do and THEY just don’t give me what I want.

I killed my brain cells by walking into the damn office door today instead of sending my pathetic brain cells into overdrive.

I hate bf.

YOU CAN DROP DEAD ONTO THE FLOOR FOR ALL I CARE.

Part of me is missing

He’s in Taiwan.

I miss him now.

 

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My source of Happiness

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

 

Ride it

It’s all insanity and you just got to jump onto the bandwagon and ride it.

I love blades.

 

Complicated

I don’t understand why life has to be so complicated. I thought finding a permanent job is easy. I was wrong.

My resume is still as white as a drawing board. I strive to write an impressive resume but I hit the wall everytime I do that.

Various portfolio are in drafts. I tried to finish one portfolio at a time, yet my drive extinguishes everytime I look at my undone work.

Honesty, I guess I still do not really know what I want. All I know is I want to do is to make things pretty and make them move. In other words, design and animation.

I’m still stuck.

My train of thought is disjointed.

I work on various projects simultaneously, failing to complete every one of them when inspiration decide to move on to another aspect of design.

All I want now is to fly to London and barricade myself in some forgotten secondhand bookstore, inhaling the musty scent of the yellowed pages, entwining myself with the language of words, lost forever in the galaxy of stars.

 

questioning my existence

stuck in the limbo, going nowhere. I need some directions in life.

Bidding Goodbye, MJ

MJ is the perfect example of “not realizing what you had till it’s gone.”

The world of music and entertainment industry will never be the same again. MJ is truly one of the pioneer in music and dance. Without him, there’ll be no hiphop, isolation and the likes.

I used to love watching his MVs because of his sleek dance movements.

There will never be another MJ in the entertainment industry.

Goodbye, my idol.

So Dead

Fashion’s not really easy. Sewing’s a bitch.

It’s A Small World

With the technologies nowadays, it’s not all that difficult to fathom the unwillingness of taking time off and really connecting to fellow human beings.

Technologies do make the world smaller – one can practically get anything off the net. Technologies, however, also make people forgot the warmness of human interaction.

It’s kind of sad, to think of it. How many a time do we exactly stop for a cup of tea when we met people who we knew from a time so long ago? When such scenarios do happen, we would always exchange contact numbers, promising to meet up the next time, whereby both parties know that such pleasantries are but a polite social inquiry.

We all move at such a hectic pace where it seems to be a waste of time, stopping for a few hours of catching up with old friends, when we can use that few hours to do something really productive. Instead of meeting up, most of us would rather communicate through technological devices like computers and handphone, because it is so much faster and efficient.

Human needs interaction. We are all emotionally tied to one another, whether we like it or not. We need to reach out and talk to each other, to see, to touch and to feel. Technologies only provide us with the different means of communicating with each other; they don’t provide us with the means to channel our emotion to the other party.

My mentor hates messaging, emails and any form of communication through devices. He said that communication through devices are dead, totally devoid of feelings. He would rather meet up for a coffee and talking session because only then, the emotions in words can be felt freely and straight away, which makes the meeting personally and satisfying.

It’s true, I mean the phrase about communication through devices are cold. I’m trying to ditch the habit of messaging and forming more meet up sessions instead.

“Stop messaging and meet up more” is my new motto in life.

May I live up to my new life motto.

P.S – I want to watch Hannah Montana!